They searched both banks of that river.
He interviewed Daniel three times.
I sat in on the last one because my son asked me to.
“Walk me through it again, son.”
“We were in the shallow bend. She wanted to switch sides. She stood up in the kayak. I told her not to. She lost her balance.”
My son’s voice never wavered. His story never changed a single detail. Not once.
He interviewed Daniel three times.
“I believe him,” I told the detective in the hallway afterward. “He loved her as if she were his own.”
Besides, my son looked like a man who’d drowned alongside his niece and had forgotten to stop breathing.
The detective nodded slowly. “It happens. Rivers can be cruel.”
The case was closed as a tragic accident.
“I believe him.”
***
Daniel kept his life vest hanging on a hook in his garage, and it never came down.
I saw it every time I visited. Every single time.
I thought it was grief. I thought he couldn’t let go.
***
“You should take that thing down, honey,” I said to him once, maybe three years in.
“I can’t, Mom.”
“It’s not healthy.”
“I know. I still can’t.”
I saw it every time I visited.
I didn’t pry, because grief is a country where you learn not to ask too many questions of the people trapped there with you.
***
Seven years passed like that.
Then, last Saturday, I loaded a basket with tomatoes and zucchini from my garden and drove over to Daniel’s house while he was at work. I had a spare key he’d given me.
I had no idea I was about to walk into the end of the life I thought I was living.
Seven years passed like that.
***
The basket of fresh vegetables was heavier than I expected as I pushed open Daniel’s side door with my hip.
The house was empty and quiet; his truck had been gone since 7 a.m.
I called out anyway, out of habit.
“Dan? It’s just me.”
No answer.
The fridge in the kitchen was packed.
So I turned toward the garage to leave the vegetables on his workbench because it was cool inside.
I called out anyway.
***
The garage smelled of motor oil.
I crossed toward the bench, my shoulder grazing the life vest hanging by the door. It swayed on its hook, that awful orange thing he’d never taken down. I was about to look away, as I always did, but then something fell onto the floor.
I set the basket on the workbench.
It was a package wrapped in old blue cloth.
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